"exactly 9 months ago. the same venue it's gonna to be (Terminal 1) & i tot everything would be different. i thought that things might have changed for the better once i stepped back into this country BUT... Yes, things changed but rather in a bad way. Now, i'm going off yet once again. & maybe it's the loneliness this time round that makes it so... that should be the reason why good/bad memories keep flashing through my mind. a phone call just before i board the plane. & i thought it was pretty sweet then. different languages & the continuos guessing through the phone chats i thought that was pretty interesting. i keep wondering why would a person changes within a short period of 7 days? feelings are not that strong anymore now. but memories keep flashing back lately which i really have no idea why? is it because of all the related stuffs? i've tried to get over and suppress all these memories into that far away corner of my brain. maybe it's the ego thats playing with me. i didnt manage to get it thats why i keep thinking abt it?? i wanna to tell somebody abt this but it's a long ago story & no one would wanna to listen to me repeating it again and again. so here i am typing it all down. maybe i might be laughing over my little girl writings when i view this blog ten years later.